How my process started... Often when faith is challenged its a common knee jerk reaction to bolster up in defense to justify words and actions. In my personal situation I was accused of some pretty outlandish and horrible things. I won't dig up the drama as my main focus is to show you what came from the experience rather than the actual events that led up to it.  During the initial accusation I held fast to the only faith I knew. Honestly it was horrible...an internal tug of war if you will, pulling and sifting through a lifetime of ideas and concepts. I was duking it out inside of myself going back and forth looking for justification and reason to react or reason within.  After several weeks of going back and forth in this heart/mind struggle including getting triggered by a bizarre yet enlightening dream, I finally reached outside of my intrapersonal comfort zone to come face to face with who really sat on my internal throne. Yes, you heard me correctly I came face to ...